Tree of Life rabbi Jeffrey Myers bids farewell 8 years after deadliest antisemitic attack in U.S. history

After surviving the deadliest antisemitic attack in U.S. history, after presiding over multiple funerals for his slain congregants, Rabbi Jeffrey Myers struggled to pray.

"There was this emptiness to it," recalls Myers, of Tree of Life Congregation in Pittsburgh.

He turned to the biblical Book of Psalms — its hymns, poetry and prayers covering "the entire spectrum of human existence and emotion, from elation to utter despair," Myers recalled. "Something told me it's in there somewhere, the inspiration that I need."

He started reading all 150 chapters, in order. When he got to 121, he found words that clicked: "My help comes from God, maker of the heavens and the Earth."

"There it was," Myers says today. "My faith did have the answers. It just took time to be able to find them."

Myers, 70, is retiring this month as spiritual leader of Tree of Life, a position he had assumed just over a year before the shattering events of Oct. 27, 2018.

On that Sabbath morning, a gunman shot his way into the synagogue, shouting antisemitic invective and murdering 11 worshippers from the three congregations sharing the building — Dor Hadash, New Light and Tree of Life.

"My mission has come to a conclusion to the best that I could," Myers said in an interview. "It was time for the next chapter also for the Tree of Life. It's time to step aside so that there is space for new voices."

Myers plans to return to his native New Jersey to be near his daughter and granddaughter. He wants to catch up on reading, do some writing, check off some "bucket list" goals with his wife. He also plans to work more on healing his own inner wounds after prioritizing the congregation's needs.

"As Mr. Spock says in 'Star Trek II,' the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few," says Myers, who frequently glides between scriptural and pop culture references.

Myers similarly quoted from the Beatles and Broadway's "Rent" in a farewell address to his congregation on July 17. He thanked congregants, clergy, public officials, the police officers who risked their lives to rescue him, some suffering serious injuries.

He recalled each victim by name. "May your memories always be for a blessing," he said. He concluded by having the congregation join him in singing Carole King's "You've Got a Friend."

Members, in interviews, pay tribute to Myers and what he achieved.

"He was really just a new rabbi and hardly broken in yet, and we went through the thing that we went through," says Audrey Glickman, a survivor of the attack. "He has steered a constant ship and taken care of everyone, and I